Interest: What is my interest? Well, first I ask myself what my limitations are, and in this current moment, it is that I cannot walk, quickly, or run, acro, or aerial, hike, or drive. Torn ACL and acute swelling and inflammation on my right knee. I am bedridden. Awaiting surgery, healing swelling, healing inflammation, icing, elevating, and doing pre-op physical therapy. My thoughts wander. . . I miss my dad. he died last year. took his own life. he had bipolar. slow, like molasses, is how I feel in my energy. wanting to be quick, awake, ready. I feel how my physical body is drawing on all the resources it has to heal. I am giving it all I can to heal as well. Herbal teas, herbal oils with medicine for the swelling, pain, and to heal the damaged tissue within, as well as provide new collagen production for elastic and healthy joints. The guilt builds when i rest without end. All day for a few weeks now. Here's the justification: Really it's a n...
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