Rachel Michelle

  Tethered In a wall of depression, you were my happiness.  When I became a sorrow, the burden was too heavy,  the darkness came closing in again and I couldn't see my way out.  But you never let go of my hand.  You held on.  The red thread tethered tight, entangled on the quantum field.  Yet lightyears apart.  We are not in control, we must surrender to the flow.  The universe is working together with fate.  Love holds strong.  Don't give up.  Close your eyes.  And feel your heart.  Let it collaborate with your mind.  And shine your light bright.  Bring into your life that which is for you.  Our red threads taught so tight, the distance between us so great,  that we can walk across it like a slackline up high in the sky.  Balance. We will find each other again. 

  Jump to Conclusions Revolution. Rebellion. Fight for what?  I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders.  I will thrive in life. I will live freely and Joyfully.  I will be authentic. I am myself and that's amazing.  I am proud and alive.  We all need or want someone to blame.  Less trigger.  What if my chaos is my superpower! I am a catalyst.  Fear makes humans respond differently.  I am entering the best time of my life.  I am worth fighting for.  Confusion.  Conclusions.  

  Messy Life feels so dramatic. Crying, sad, happy, horny,  in love, hated, jealous.  Listen to your gut.  Say what I need to say. Be heard. Be who I am.  Be loved as I am.  I am worth it. I am right.  Queen energy. I am Queen. I am in control.  At times I am losing my mind.  Losing control.  I am a mess. messy. 

 Put You In Your Place I want to put you in your place Shut your mouth with a gag and tie your wrists to the  poles of the bed.  Take away your ability to reply.  I want to live freely and in sin.  I would like to be an animal.  Bring the devil to me.  May chaos reign. I'm over it.  Love the sinner and hate the sin.  We will all die. I am going to die. Why stay somewhere I don't feel loved anymore.  Secrets. Liar. Imposter.  Miscreants. Exile. Out.  Crime. Mental Illness. No help for those struggling.  Reclamation.  Drama Queen. Save me! Are you  the Damsel? Do you need rescuing?  You are a scared little boy.  Do you want to be had? I want to be  had.  Life has shocked me again to my core.  I am not able to regain my  center. Circumstances and words  felt like a betrayal to my system.  I need to be honest.  Your emotions come first. Selfish! I am not nothing.  Sav...