Rachel Michelle

 You and Me To be with you, i need my skin to thicken.  I need to get a little tougher.  I want to keep my heart open,  because with you  I feel so alive.  I feel so open and connected, when  I'm with you . I love you. My heart does.  Fuck all that. Run. Little girl, run.  I need to be honest. I desire exclusive commitment in my life, with some occasional organized, and organic play, maybe. Clown- I need to clown.  So when I see you next, I have a bone to pick with you .  To be with you  I need thicker skin. 

 Shift Gears Move on now, just today, to bigger and  other themes and structures in your life. Your family unit. Your  Children. Your legacy.  Put the heavy bag of unknowns down. Let your magicians hat rest.  Later, when you reach into the limitless darkness of the magic inside, you will  pull out a baptized version of the weighty case you carry now.  So, move on now. Towards Red threads and their tethered spots.